Could somebody please shed some light for me... I am going mad in my own thoughts 😔
Had a brief yet intense and fun relationship with a guy in summer 2019. All together lasted about 2 months, it was very whirlwind but we were both happy and it was fun while it lasted. He abruptly called things off one day, with no real explanation (a bit of wooly white-wash that he wanted to go travelling and "wouldn't be able to cope with a LDR) ... anyway he never went travelling so to me it just looked like he cut me off for 6 months thinking that the grass was greener elsewhere...
Recently he has started messaging me again, almost as if picking up where we left off (audacious, I know!) And as happy as I was to be talking to him again, I did make it clear that I was left feeling very sad and confused at the manner in which he called things off. He said "all I can do is apologise, and all I can do is give you my word that it won't happen again"...
We are colleagues!!!
Despite these recent messages, he hasn't even been able to look at me at work! Nor say hello or even acknowledge that I am around. If anything, it's as if he goes out of his way to look away from me. He went through a phase of blanking me at work post-break up (I presumed he felt silly/a little awkward), but to continue ignoring me despite his apparent recent efforts to make amends?? What even is this?!?!?! He was telling me last week how he wants to schedule lunch in our work day sometime soon, and even go out together again outside of work.... but he can't even look at me?!
What is this? What is he??? Is it something I've done?!