Not a situation I wanted to drop myself in but have.
So, I have a friend that I more recently fantasized over. I allowed myself to imagine a scenario in which I satisfied her repeatedly. Why I've no clue but I was shocked my mind had wondered that far as it's not happened before. I think she's gorgeous and overall amazing but didn't realise how attractive I must find her.
Anyway, I felt awkward about it and avoided her for a week almost.
I know it's crossing a line as a friend but how wrong is it?
She is oblivious and even if the whole thing means i subconsiously want this to actually happen, it doesn't matter (it just wouldn't and I don't think I do).
I wouldn't consider making a move especially on another female unless i had been given plenty of
a)clear signals that my attention was wanted and/or
b)alcohol
I am an overthinker, maybe I should stop obssessing over why it happened, instead focus on the fact it's not going to happen in real life, nothing has changed and moving forward just be a decent friend.