I left my boyfriend a few days ago for a number of reasons - main one is that he is quite insecure and he sends me ridiculous texts- his ex cheated on him apparently, I lived far from my parents and friends (3 hours drive), I wanted to save money but felt I couldn't and he is in debt - but he has just got a good job so hopefully that should get him out of it. We argued about these issues a lot and it made me miserable. I also get annoyed that his daughter is so lazy - but i feel i cannot say anything because I get accused of being mean.
However, now that I am back living with my parents - its incredibly boring, my family bicker, and most things are about material issues - eg, I am living with my parents so now I can save and buy a house (which is what I want to do so it's not a bad thing), but also about buying a new car, living in a nice house, with nice clothes but the thing is I am miserable living here now!!
I do miss adventure with my ex, and we are still chatting, but he does say I live a life of controlling parents. As you probably can tell, they dont really get on and he says people are more important than possessions... my mum says I can save so much and have a lovely house with a lovely dog and see my friends (but we all work around the clock so it's quite difficult anyway).
I have ended a previous relationship before thinking I didn't love him but deep down probably did and then I lost him completely.... I am very very fussy when it comes to boyfriends material too so I'll probably be single for years and years...
I don't know what to do. I'm bored. I'm miserable.