I was bullied at school and felt extremely worthless. I also had ‘friends ‘ who just used me to compare themselves favourably .
I feel that no one will like me if I’m honest . I’ve been really depressed about my work situation as I’ve been unemployed and an old work collegue enquired after me and I ignored it as I was bad. Now I have re contacted them they are annoyed I didn’t reply and I just lied I didn’t get the message.
I also can’t seem to work men’s intentions out as I always feel not good enough.
I’m 30 now , any tips on changing this pattern ? I am quite bubbly / popular but can’t seem to keep friends around . Sometimes I keep people around me who are not good for me too.