My DH cheated on me back in July on a night out. He had a one night stand with a woman, came home and told me about it straight away. In the end I forgave him, because we have a family and because I could see that he was sorry and part of it was also because he was honest with me.
However I still can't really get over it, the thoughts of him with her come into my head atleast once a day and it makes me feel sick to my stomach. I find myself getting angry at him about it atleast once a week and I bring it back up. I'm trying not to because I know I can't keep punishing him but I just can't help it.
My question is, does it ever go away? Can you ever stay together happily and really get over it? He went out on a night out over Christmas (first one since) and I sat at home worrying the majority of the time he was out, and I fucking hated it. That's not me, I'm not a paronoid person normally. He even sent me his location at one point and I rang to ask him why he did it and he said it was because he knew I'd be worried.. That's not right, I understand why he did it but it made me feel so bloody weird.
Has anyone ever been able to really put it behind them? Or am I completely wasting my time here?