My ex and I had been together almost 6 months when we discovered I was pregnant in Nov. This wasn't planned but we were both very happy. The relationship had always been wonderful with no issues. He is Brazilian and had gone home for Christmas, with the intention of returning to Ireland in February/March. On Christmas day I started bleeding, a scan the next day revealed the baby had stopped developing at @6 weeks and had no heart beat. I ended up having an MVC in the beginning of January (which was devastating). My ex in the beginning was supportive, said we could try again and was saying he loved me and missed. But 5 days after this he hadn't been properly in contact in 2 days. I asked him to ring me and he told me he still loved me but was confused about us, confused about life and didn't want a child for years. This was just over 2 weeks and I haven't heard from him. I am still devastated over the miscarriage and completely blindsided and heartbroken. The first scan was due on Tuesday. I can't stop crying over everything. I'm 41 and also feel this might be last chance to have a child.