Just abit of back story, we've been together almost 9 years, from been young kids, he works away 4 days a week but with a high paying job & I stay at home with our two young DC.
He had a really horrible upbringing which I think causes him alot of issues.
The past 5 or so years suffered with his mental health, it started with an eating disorder which got him down to about 5stone but he's battled through that and says he doesn't have any issues with it anymore, which I believe.
However he is abit depressed, not like he can't get out of bed but suicidal depressed.
He says it's something he contiplates all the time.
His mood swings are crazy, he turns things on me, for example I caught him sending messages he shouldn't be , he was really sorry but now turned it on me because I kept making him feel bad & I shouldn't with his MH the way it is & because of that he's not spoke to me really in 2 days.
Most days he's really great but other days if he's home hel just lock himself in our room and not come out.
I know it might sound like he's putting it on but he's not.
I'm just really struggling with his behaviour to the point it's making me feel ill.
I don't want to leave him.
Is there any help I can get him?
He has been to the drs who just told him to make life style changes