Im just feeling shit, I don't really know why.
So I was out this morning, went to the local hairdressers up the road. Drove as it was raining, pulled up next to a car to reverse into space when on the other side I noticed my ex's car. I know it was his (heavily modified eyesore). Instead of parking I just drove off as I did not want to accidently bump into him.
I was just overwhelmed just seeing the car it brought back lots of memories. He really was the one, I loved him, however things ended quite badly. The last conversation we ever had was about my positive pregnancy test and him shouting at me over the phone telling me that he was not ready for this and that it pretty much my problem and he couldn't care less. This was 3years ago.
It took me a long time to get over him, like I say he was the one and whether I like it or not I think he will always have a place in my heart.
So fast forward 3 years im married with a LO. In between thoses 3 years my ex has tried to get in touch with me, messaging things like "When are you going to get in touch?", the latest message was only last month. I have never replied as I have nothing to say, I don't think I owe him any sort of explanation regards to anything at all. I know that he also got married last year.
His car was parked in front of a house that was sold quite recently. I hate the though of him living near me. It's all just annoying me.