Some of you might have seen my previous threads. .one about me having a termination as my partner wants another baby and I don't and one about limerance. Nearly name changed for this but I deserve a flaming and am ready for one.
After my works in Wednesday do I clocked an attractive man on the train home, we got off at the same stop, started chatting and he asked me for a drink at the pub across the road. I foolishly accepted. We chatted for about half an hour then we kissed as we said goodbye. It was a full on kiss and I didn't stop him. Its been over 7 years since I kissed anyone else. It's genuinely been years since I opened up to a man like this, the last one was my partner.
Since this happened I've been racked with guilt. I'll never see this man again...I only know his first name and his home town but that's probably for the best.
I don't know if I want to split up with my partner. We have issues but I think we are just going through a rough patch. How do you handle something like this?