Hi everyone, I’m new on this.
My head is so wrecked.
29 year old mum of one perfect little boy.
2 weeks ago today a girl tried to add me on Facebook, knowing that this was an ex of my partners I asked him why she was adding me. He told me how he had been in contact with her for three days and had spoken about meeting up if we break up over the weekend. I know this is irrelevant but she is not the most beautiful or intelligent creature but still ... intent was there. She knew about me and my son ant that my partner and I had been having a rough time.
Background context, we where buying a bank house, and to sign contracts the following Monday m, something he had been pushing not me. I had thought we where bad because of the stress of that and we lost a baby last year that I’m not exactly coping fantastically with but it has all taken a toll on our relationship. We where best friend for so long and we have lost it all.
I kicked him out ... there was no real anger on my behalf I just couldn’t be around him. . I can understand that things where terrible and I don’t necessarily blame him. I’m hurt to the core because I genuinely love every part of him. He has been my world. But since we had our 3 year old things have been bad.
We have both agreed to try and put our hearts in it again and focus on each other.
I suppose I’m wondering am I crazy. Will this happen again and break me down again. I’m so sad, finding it hard to be ok.
Has anyone any positive vibes that has been in this situation.
From,
Heart broken mum.