So, I've accepted our marriage is over (stbxh told me so)
I work at the moment, he stays at home with DC. At first I tried to patch things up and he resumed being affectionate towards me, until one day he said I should respect his decision and once he finds a job he's out of the house as he's tired of me (well thanks). Soon after I had told him to stop with the affection then&I can't be friends with him anymore, he got upset, said fine, he was doing it out of habit anyway (his words).
The past week or so he started smiling at me, checking me out but averting his gaze once I cought him. He can't seem to look at my face when we talk, simple things like childcare, work.I try&keep myself positive for the sake of our DC, so no heavy conversation about our relationship, nothing serious,I'm past that. Plus I tend to keep everything light hearted, smile more ofter (I feel good about myself)
We have separate bedrooms but he seems to be forgetting stuff he needs to pick up from mine right before bedtime.He's all smiles and acting shy ( I sleep naked under the covers).
What's this all about? When he told me it was over between us, he said our relationship is so much hard work, wished things were more relaxed (no s$$$ sherlock, I wish the same, but money issues, expensive childcare, no family around, DC sick at times I know life can be hard).