I just realised I put my self 3rd and need to put myself first. Baby was born and was breast feeding. Hubby did not wake 1 night to help. His excuse was ... you are breast feeding. I stopped breastfeeding after 6 months and hubby still said not sure if she will take the bottle from him😝. Luckily baby is in a routine now and sleeps 7-6pm. So would have thought I will get more help. After 1 hr hubby says he is tired.
A group of my school mums from my firsts school were meeting up. I said I could not meet up because my relatives from hubby side was arriving. Hubby has just gone out for a friend get together!!
Looking at the pattern I just realised that my hubby has done nothing. I simply just put myself last. My resolution for 2020 is to make some changes and ensure I start putting myself first.