That’s it.
I don’t want to say it in real life (although I’m sure it shows) as it’s just not very kind but I just wanted to get it out into the world somewhere.
I wish my ex partner happiness and a contented life but I am so glad I’m no longer a part of it.
After almost 4 years together and now 4 months single I am feeling the best I think I ever have.
I have been working on myself for a long time but I feel like I’ve been able to focus on myself properly lately and It finally feels good just to be me! (Feels strange to even say that!)
I have a job I started 3 months ago that I absolutely love. We have a happier home and we have family and friends coming over for Christmas and I can’t wait!
I have spoiled my DC without being under scrutiny over every little thing, the atmosphere in my home is warm and people enjoy coming over again.
Isn’t it funny how much can change in just one year. This time last year I was in the lowest place and it just got worse into 2019. I feel like the year is ending with me being in the best place I’ve ever been.
I will appreciate it all.
I hope this doesn’t come across as arrogant and nasty, it is not my intention. It’s just nice to have somewhere to share the happiness I feel right now.