My husband on weekly sometimes daily basis likes a drink which I have no problem with, but a certain lager disagrees with him. When he drinks this he is angry over the slightest little thing and takes it out on me, he rips into me like everything is my fault and like I'm the most horrible person he could ever meet. Part of this I think is due to his ex partner as he has called me her name a few times when drunk and has called me nasty names that are not relevant to me but to her. I'm so hurt and upset and I'm not sure whether I want help from the doctors or whether o should just kill my self, I love my husband so much; I madly in love with him but can't cope with this mistreatment anymore, im a nice person and do everything for him he does does nothing and I always make sure he's looked after, in return I get him having a go at me and I can't cope no more, please help as I can't do this no more