Crap marriage

[fit4more]

I’m in a right pickle. So lonely in my marriage. There’s just nothing there any more. I feel like my life is wasting away in front of my eyes. What do I do? I have small kids and I’m heartbroken at the thought of seeing them half every week. I guess I just poke up with it until they’re off to Uni. How many of you are doing the same? Sitting it out because you don’t want to lose your kids? It’s shit. Life was never meant to turn out this way. I want to go back 20 years and never have married him

Does your husband know that you are lonely? Do you communicate with him?
Have you fallen out of love?

I kept saying to myself that i would stay with my abusive husband until the children had gone to Uni, but I left him before that.

Sadly I put up with too much abuse and the children saw too much.

Please don't stay in an unhappy marriage, but be absolutely certain this is what you want.
If he is a decent man and you still love him, Maybe get some counselling to help improve things.

But don't let life pass you by , like I did.
Good luck