I’m so bloody angry right now.
Angry that I expected anything different.
Angry that I wasted 2 years of my life trying to change the inevitable.
Found out today that my ex is “dating” his child’s mother. We were together a long time, DC’s together. Separated and he had a baby with someone else.
We tried again with added child involved. 2 years down the line our relationship broke down. He left.
Found out today he’s dating his child’s mother. Very sexually motivated. Tries singing sweet nothings in my ear after he was only there last night.
Why do men do this? Think they can have their cake and eat it?!
Before you say it - yes I know I shouldn’t be angry as we split. Yes he’s allowed to see other people.
But the woman that I put myself in the middle of because they couldn’t get along. The woman he so desperately hated and refused to speak to. The mother of the child I spent many weekends looking after when he couldn’t be bothered?!
I feel like I’ve been stabbed in the back by both of them. I don’t know why I expect there to be any loyalty to me. He couldn’t look after his children whilst I went to work but could be dating her and playing happy families.
I won’t even ask if I’m in the wrong for being angry, I’m owning how this feels for me right now. Utter disrespect, blurred lines. Thought I was in fact over him, clearly not!
Aaaaarrgggghhhhhh!!!