My husband and i stopped having sex when i was preganant 7years ago weve had sex 6 times since.
We had a child that didnt sleep once overnight in 5years this caused exhaustion anger pnd and an eating disorder between us. I have a health condition that means i have no sex drive but today after a conversation in which i told him a friend of mine and her husband sleep in separate beds and he thought was so werid we sleep in togther every night and we cuddle up to go to sleep i said but we dont have sex and people would think that was werid he started defending this and thats when the penny dropped that he isnt interested in it at all with me ever happening again i always get the blame for no sex but actually hes not fussed for it ever to happen
I suppose i always prayed it would sort itself out im desperate for another baby but he says you never do anything so why would it change.
Im not really bothered about having sex but i suppose the thought he really isnt fuased about it makes me feel sad. Whene my daughter gets to the age i need to teach her about how to i do that when im not doing it myself
I suppose i realised maybe he doesnt love me and i love him so much i really dont want to leave
Not sure why im righting this i just have no one to talk about it too