Hi everyone, I just need some non judgemental advice really. I don't have many friends and it's not something I'm really ready to go to my family with yet so hopefully some of you can be of some help!!
So, I am 23, I have a four year old son with my ex partner who is very involved in his life and an amazing dad. I met my current partner 2 years ago and I found out 8 weeks ago I am pregnant with my second child (roughly around 14 weeks now). Here's where it gets tricky, me and him haven't been good for a while now, the person I fell in love with has turned into someone I would never of gone near in a million years.
My fun loving kind boyfriend has turned into a miserable not very nice person with incredibly questioning outdated views on the world which are strongly conflicting with mine.
We've had months of some really horrible arguing and I had spent almost every day for months crying and unhappy. He now wants to go back to normal and is being all nice and actively trying to work it out but I feel like I've fallen out of love, I don't want to kiss or hug him, or be intimate in any way and I can tell it's upsetting him now. Everything he does irritates the life out of me and the love has died on my side. I really am stuck on what to do.. every time I try and tell him about this he shuts me down..
any advice would be appreciate and thanks so much for reading.
Keziah x