I'm being abused, I don't know what to do.. I have a 9 months old son and currently 36 weeks pregnant... As if it's not hard enough without the abuse. It's getting worse and worse.. today morning again another shouting and swearing.. he throws everything out of my bag looking for my keys, kicking everything on the way out of the room, shouting swearing at me, putting his fist in my face as he want to hit me with massive crazy eyes looking at me.. I just throw the keys to him hoping he leaves me alone.. and that wasn't enough my son woke up crying I went to get him but he was about to lock us in the house so I put my son down he started to cry run to the door open it and he started again shouting that it's my fault he will be late to work, getting into the house swearing, shouting then I told him to get out when he attacks me by holding my neck at the back pushing me to the other room then lock his arms around my neck and making his grip stronger. I somehow managed to get out and I hit him back which did not work much as he is punching my right arm and I pushed him off to the corridor shouting at him to get out throw at him some of my son's toys when my son is coming out of the room crying he make a way to him like he wanna kick him!!! That time I lost it and I started to shout even more and louder for him to get out and to fuck off.. I have no money, he knows that and making comments like i feed you and your son...he is our son, but when he is like this, he takes the milk away as he said he pays for it.. turn off the lights saying he pays for everything and I'm just a user.. that all his money is spent on the rent and bills and everything we want(my son and me) and nothing is left for him.. when my son needs new clothes and stuff and luckily some friends gave us some clothes for him otherwise he won't have anything to wear by now..I just found out that either he got a girl or drugs or both. he supposed to go and see his children from previous relationship last Saturday and I had a feeling he is not there.. I was right I called the ex partner Sunday as I couldn't get hold of him as I had contractions and being scared (only 36 weeks).. in the end I had message saying why I'm bombarding him, I should go to fucking hospital.. all my money in my wallet was 13 pounds which I tried to safe.. I spend it for taxi going to hospital as even my cousin and her husband couldn't come to pick me up- being at work and looking after their kids.. he acted like he didn't do anything wrong that he lied, he said I lied to him before so what's my problem..he won't say but I know it's a girl, he said it's drugs and his friends is giving it to him for free but he made comments like it's non of my business because it's his money.. he want huggs and kisses like nothing happened and when I say no he says I cannot have a simple kiss but you can give it to someone else for free...then again try to talk nicely and calmly then again shouting.. this is how it goes around.. I was in the hospital around 2 hours which was afternoon already I haven't eaten anything the whole day of the stress..I was released from the hospital.. then asking me where I wanna go to eat. I said anywhere which was not a good answer for him again..anothe shouting.then calm down and saying there is Costa near by Asda, as we have almost no food at home water nothing.. buy me sandwich and hit chocolate then again start arguments for nothing and telling I just feed you you cunt you should be greatful.. in the end no food shopping just went home telling me hope I die .. today-monday it's just went all down the hill.. he was mumbling something about being bold.. I was like " you wanna be bold?" And he shouted at me I'm fucking singing.. I asked the question nicely with manners and he just shout at me being horrible.. then I walked away and he started to say I ruined his day again asking stupid questions.. having stupid attitude.. me being stupid cunt.. and go on.. I went to the room to lay down next to my son and I just wanted to ignore this completely crying myself out again.. I just called my mum to send me some money.. they don't have much either.. my grandmother is running to the post office back in my country of origin to some DME some money again..last month they have sent 150 euros.. now again 100 euros.. and all that money last month been used for groceries and traveling to the hospital as I don't have enough money..I'm thinking to call my health visitor.. can she help me? Or she won't be able to do anything? Please give me advice here.. I'm completely a mess and non stop crying...