So I have an uneasy feeling about my dp at the minute.
He’s lovely to me every day, kind caring, never shouts at me but I just can’t seem to shake the feeling that something is wrong.
He was texting on his phone the other night and I just glanced over and he had been using the love heart eyes emojis and a peach one which he has never sent to me (I know this sounds pathetic but bare with me) I know he uses the peach when he’s talking about arses. Like I said he hasn’t sent it to me or the love heart eyes so I’m thinking who has he been sending them to. Another thing is he is on WhatsApp quite a lot but if I ever message him he doesn’t even bother opening them.
I have been on here a while and read horrible stories about women who have had a ‘feeling’ and turns out their partners have been seeing OW or using prostitutes and I just really hope this isn’t the case with me but I can’t seem to shake it.
I am 8 month pregnant so could it be my hormones? I have been so close to asking him outright if anything is going on as I’m not really one to go through his phone, not that he hides it or anything. We are currently not having sex as he feels it’s weird with me being so far on which is fine as I don’t feel like it anyway. He’s affectionate in other ways, kisses, cuddles and asks me if I’m okay every day and is generally so nice and we don’t really argue or even raise voices at one another. But reading others stories about their partners husbands who have ticked all the boxes but still turned out to be lying cheating swines has really given me something to think about.
What should I do?