I'm desperately unhappy in my relationship and to top things off in my career.
My other husband of 15 years Is a nice guy but he's incredibly selfish he has a hobby that takes him awsy from home a lot, I've put up with this because it helps with his mental health but he spends more and more money on it take trips abroad with friends to peruse it (we've not had a family hoilday for over 6 years)
I took a promotion just over a year ago and this means I no longer work weekends, instead of using this as family time he now uses it to peruse his hobby, we've ended up in debt for him to fund it having to borrow money from his parents to pay it off! He NEVER visits his parents or siblings or my family who we live hours away from (I travel with our child 4/5 times a year and visit both sides of the family without him).
Last year when I told him I was unhappy and at breaking point he told me if I left him he'd move abroad and not help me financially and I would end up homeless (our home is tied to his job) our child ended up in hospital (totally unrelated) & I got all the promises that things will change NOTHING has if anything it's worse.
I stay up half the night to avoid getting into bed with him and genuinely feel like I'm going insane playing this game..... I just can't get the courage to walk awsy I'm scared I'm going to do so thing drastic to get out of this and feel like I have nowhere to turn and just want to run away