I found out 3 days ago my partner has visited a prostitute for a blowjob. We have talked about ir non stop since. Hes been honest and showed me his accounts and had been watching tons of porn in the lead up. He had already booked in to speak to a councillor before i found out. We have spoke about the problems he has going on that he hasn't addressed with me. Im not the best at communicating. Im in no means justifying his behaviour. Its unjustifiable i know that. I feel like a fool by staying and trying to gwt past this. Before this he was what id say was the perfect man and step father. Our friends would comment on our relationship. I cant leave him i love him too much and i know he does love me although i know this isnt how you treat someone you love. He seems to have managed tk completely separate this part of his life. I cant talk to anybody about it. Ive never felt so low. Can people change with help and communication? Is it worth trying? I am going between being furiously angry, going over every detail to just wanting him to be close to me, to wanting him to ĺeave. Has anyone been through/ going through this?