Recently estranged from DH, I turn up at a chiropractor for an initial consultation. The one who has been treating me up until now is an hour’s drive away and I’ve just gone back to full time work after a career break to rear family, so haven’t got a block of 3 plus hours free during the week. I am immediately drawn to this guy, as he sits and looks at me his eyes pull me in. Definite fizz in the room, not the usual boring banalities, we talk about the different origins and meanings of the word truth - as it turns out we’re both bilingual in the same languages (I live abroad so it’s a big deal to be able to speak my mother tongue at a medical visit). Consultation ends and I book another appointment, because I want to see him again but not as a patient! As I leave he puts his hand on my arm, looks me in the eye and tells me he’s so pleased to have met me or something like that because by then my head was a spin. So now the appointment is coming round and I am so bad at playing games and am the world’s worst liar. Should I confess, cancel or behave like a regular patient?