To cut a long story short, my ex, the father of my children, the man i was engaged to and have spent the last few years together with has left me. He originally stated he needed a break. I feel like maybe i pushed the situation too much as i dont deal well with uncertainty and that this is what has caused it to become a break up rather than a break. If it even is actually a complete break up. I dont know anymore. Im constantly thinking things over, i cant get my head around it. Ive reached the point now where im obsessing over it so much i can barely eat or sleep. Its not so bad in the day but once the kids are in bed my mind goes into overdrive. Im convinced hes seeing someone else even though he says hes not. I just cant come to terms with it. We are currently having very minimal contact, mostly about the kids although we have seen eachother since the break up. It killed me but i managed to completely fake being ok and if anything he seemed to be the one that kept having moments. I just need someone to tell me its all going to work out. Failing that give me a slap and tell me to snap out of it