I've posted on here ALOT. About my ex partner/ child's father. We've had an extremely rocky past. With abuse of different kinds, toxic behaviours and jealousy. It's been a while since we've been together. But he's been asking for me back, saying he can't see himself with anyone else. All he has is me. I'm his forever. I've agreed to do a trail couple of days with him. (Due to my housing I'm not meant to stay anywhere else but home, so too risky to stay longer). It's been great with him, but I'm struggling to forget the past. I'm worried it won't work out and I'll end up with nothing and no one again. I'm also worried that I'll say no to us being together and break both of our hearts and I'll regret it and I just don't know what to do. He really does seem to have changed. But I also feel I need to focus on getting myself better. Idk. Any advice will be greatly appreciated.