So, anything getting to know someone new has pretty much been off the agenda since I parted with my sons Dad over 4 years ago. I've met 2 people in that time but nothing lasted but that suited me then. There has been no one in over 2 and a half years.
So these last few months I have been getting to know someone and I feel like I would like to see if he feels the same. Sometimes I think he does but I don't know for sure. I'm so bad at reading people. Its been a very slow process for me as I am wary but I can't help but feel abit excited by this person. Its been talking, mostly over messages so far.
I just don't know how to move things on. He keeps mentioning how both women and men are equal these days so a man shouldnt have to do all the work. He ends it with a laughing face or a haha so his having a joke I guess.
I don't mind putting the work in but I don't really know where to start. And if I'm honest I'm scared of the rejection.
I never thought I would want anyone in my life again after a hard time from my sons dad but there's something about this guy that's caught my attention and that kind of scares me.
Sorry for the silly post. I just really am lost in this world