Name changed for obvious reasons , but I really need someone on the outside of this to shed some light and reassure me , I will try and keep it brief,
6/7 months into new relationship which when we first started seeing each other I thought he just wasn't that Interested but he said he thought the same about me also. He has no children been engaged twice but say both times he was cheated on. His mum also saw him go through the pain of that and now is very anxious for him . He is fantastic with my children and they like him a lot also. The thing is I know he has a shady past by what he has told me and said he has been with girls and knew it was just that , he wasn't interested in being with them in a relationship sort of way apart from the two who cheated. He tells me daily I am the one he wants , he wants to settle down now and he loves the whole family life situation.
Now my anxieties keep telling me he is a good looking bloke , he is very street wise and amazing with my family and friends. I am over weight , very self conscious and just keep asking myself why on Earth is he interested in me when he could find someone with no problems and possibly a lady with no children and a lot more attractive then myself ? It's on my mind daily , I have spoken to him about these anxieties and he reassures me it's me he wants and he isn't going anywhere . I just don't know if I can get over this to trust him enough not to hurt me 