This is a rant - probably a long one. Me and my OH have been together nearly 2 years. Last year we moved into our home together, 4bed so his 2 children from a previous relationship could have their own rooms when they stay with us. He then lost his driving license a month later which caused him to lose his job. I was supportive and paid for everything in and for the house and his other children. 11months later I am STILL paying for everything, still the one to do all the cleaning and cooking and running around after the children. He's a fully qualified electrician and instead he labours for his grandad for £50 a day. He says that it's because his grandad doesnt have another source of income and cant do it by himself. Now at first I didn't mind this - he's getting a bit of cash and helping family whilst he gets back in his feet but now the jobs have turned wether dependent and he only works 2/3 days a week and doesnt help me with the bills at all.
I am now 7 months pregnant. I cant cope with his immaturity. He wont cook, he wont clean and expects me to pick him up, drop him off, go and get his kids when I'm meant to be on holiday. I dont get any time for myself! I'm constantly running around after him and his family - not mentioning I work full time and have a part time job on top just to try and keep us even!
How am I meant to cope when I go on maternity leave!?
I love his children a lot and they've been through a lot over this past year. I feel so guilty because every single day i think about breaking up with him but it's not fair on them.
I dont know what to do for the best.