I have been with my bf 7 years, we have a 6 year old . And we still not settled, we never been officially under one roof as a family, it's been me running a home grafting with our little one .at start of our relationship I found out he was on drugs, was doing it while preg, I never knew. Then we worked through it or so I thought, but we hadn't, eventually he changed jobs got away from certain people etc , but then this new job involved him working away mon to fri .I sick of being on my own , he dont seem fully into family like when he is here . Yet we carry on,no one addresses it ,nothing changes. I'm in this rut and dont know what I'm doing anymore, please help