Iam 32 been with my man for 14 year got two kids mortgage . My hole relationship seem to be based on him not being faith full . I say to my self every time I should have left after the first time he was unfaithful. Throw out the 14 years I have stayed faith too him . But now after losing count on how much times he’s cheated on me with other girls ect I have 0 worth 0 self confidence I get by because of my kids . Part of me feels like I put up because I don’t want them to have a broken home ! It’s woman after woman dating sites talking on social media . Meeting up sleeping with them. I find out every time throw my self having a gut feeling like I ain’t getting the night night xx texts or the good morning ones . And it normally comes down to the good old going tho his phone seeing it for my self every time . When asked he has no reason for doing it a few times he has said he just can’t help him sel . He’s sorry I forgive . Silly me . So after about 8 years of this on and off feeling secure and happy to then getting gut feeling and being hurt . This times it’s some woman he’s meet chatted and meet up self with I found out forgive . Silly me again . but he still continued to speak with her said he had no feelings for her . But one very very strong thing that has stayed in my mind is that he told her tho text what more can I do to make her hate me ! I want to stay strong and walk away for good this time even tho it breaks my heart to do so for some strange reason . But I don’t think I have it in me. It’s like it’s became normal to me to get over . I thought I’d come to here to see if talking with others would help give me strength . Thank Karen