Ever feel like that's the only thing you're put on this earth for?
Ex's crawl out the wood work, fill your head full of shit, say you meet someone on online dating, bit before long they send you a message that triggers your alarm bells...
I apologise I've had a glass of red wine whilst I do the ironing and go to bed, but thinking over the last couple of months, it's really hit me how I'm apparently never good enough for a relationship but I seem to be perfect for a quick hook up
I know my boundaries, and I know how to say no. I lost my virginity just turned my by someone who forced themself upon me and didn't take NO as an answer and resulted in a lengthy trial that ended in a "not guilty" verdict
Ex's come out randomly after you've had failed relationships, give all sorts of excuses
Do you ever just feel like that's what you're put on this planet for? That's your purpose in life, to satisfy others above your own needs because you feel so worthless?
Please tell me I'm not alone? :(
I'm a single mum to one,who just dreams of the day she can have a normal, healthy relationship and not have to think about this shit :(
I feel so close to just accepting that all only ever be considered a piece of meat
That's not a life, that's not me being a role model for my little boy and showing him how to treat men or women :'( why should I settle for something like that for myself when I wouldn't ever want another human being to feel that way about themselves or anyone else?
There ARE good men and women out there and unfortunately I've just made wrong choices
It's just hit me tonight and I know I shouldn't believe it or feel I should make do and settle
But christ it's a hard pill to swallow 
Tell me I'm not alone in feeling this way because as I feel right now,I'm apparently no good for anything else