DH and I always fight over my job, he thinks I work to much and is so far up my bosses behind it infuriates me, I was meant to have this full week off so has Dh, but yesterday I got a phone call to come in I’m a causal worker, we had no plans and he said to me I’ll be in the shed most of the day it’s up to you if you want to go, I’ll only be working 5 hours, so I agreed. Later on that night we had a fight because I now regret my decision that I made - I had the week off I should be having the week off, yet my indecisiveness made me choose to make a decision quickly to resolve a problem.
Now DH won’t talk won’t be affectionate says this happens way to often and that I always choose work over him - I don’t.
I get so down and depressed about this and then I starting thinking irrationally and bad thoughts and I have apologised to him for being so indecisive but my apology was not taken.
I feel like it’s over for us as we have been fighting non stop for 6 months we are in therapy but I live in fear his going to leave me.