And I have no right to be upset. We broke up, but still very much in touch, I've been honest with him about the few dates I was on last year. A few month ago he declared his undying love for me, told me he wanted us to get married and move in together, gave me constant attention. At first I was very put out by all this as our relationship had been tumultuous and I was beginning to get to get to a good place. There was to be fair to him, a bit of back and forth from me as I took what he said very seriously and I wanted to be sure. I wanted to take it very very slowly. My sex drive isn't quite the same, I still want to have sex, but not discuss it everyday on the phone, and I think that's been a big deal to him.
I thought we were kind of back together, I've been spending time with his family. I had a really bad feeling the last few days, I knew something was going on. I made a non profile profile on Tinder, and there he is. I have no right to feel a bit disjointed do I, but I do.