I have posted several times before about my problems with my now ex husband. Long story short: together for 17 years, 4 kids, loving wife who is the sole breadwinner, delusional jealousy on his side for 2 unrelenting years, separated early this month.
Help! I can't stop thinking about him and we are regularly texting with an occasional call in between. I cry every day even though he is no closer to realising he had it wrong all along. I can't just stop seeing/hearing from him because we are co-parenting 4 (me) to 3 (him). I feel like I'm going out of my mind.
I know I did the right thing in moving out but I also know he is unwell and can't help but feel this horrible journey is not finished yet. Am I being a complete idiot for maintaining friendly contact? How can I get over the accusations and the loss of my true love? I know it's only been a short time and I breathe a sigh of relief when I walk around my new house knowing I'm not being studied but I don't know whether my angst is coming from my love for him and our family or because I can't get closure.