I feel like an idiot like I have been blind to him taking me for a mug for years. Caught him out in so many lies I don't trust anything anymore. Think I am only staying as this is all I've known my whole adult life. I want to end it but at moment easier not too. I need to have a plan of action I need to make sure me and the kids are OK. I don't want to be a failure but I think that ship has sailed. I feel like a complete idiot for believing his lies for so long.
I have been with him 15yrs & got 2 young kids. I have supported him and not been supported back when I really needed it. I don't want to go into detail but he is lying to me and taking me for a mug. I do 95% of everything home/kids and work full time. How did I get here this is not how i wanted my life to be.
He constantly plays the victim. His mood is up and down and it is always some elses fault never the fact he lit the touch paper! I am so tired of all this. Not really sure what I am asking or if I am just ranting!