Dh and I have been together for 12 years, married for 8 and have a beautiful 2 year old ds. I don't know whether this is normal or not but recently I have had these feelings of growing resentment towards dh, although I can't really put a finger on why. When he starts to talk I can feel it winding me up, when he goes to hug me, the sheer annoyance makes me want to push him away. I wish I could be more specific about the things that are getting on my nerves. I know that I love him, but I sometimes feel trapped in the relationship and in my life. It is not as simple as needing to get a job (which I know would help - I am a sahm at the moment)
We are relocating abroad in a couple of months with his job, we have moved every year to 2 years since we got married (mainly for his job, twice for mine), including once during my pgy and once when ds was less than a year old, and, especially since ds was born, I have found the moving less exciting and more difficult and frankly I feel lonely a lot of the time, but we never stay anywhere long enough for me to make really close friends.
There are all these things that were important to us when we were younger that I still think many of them are achievable, but dh seems to have lost interest in them and is happy in his job (vastly different from what he was doing when we got married) and everytime I try to discuss it he gives me a 5 year time frame in which we can start thinking about moving closer to the dream, but never commits to doing anything about it now and I think that we are not getting any younger. I feel quite let down alot of the time, like he has turned out to be an entirely different person than who he seemed to be when we were younger. He is still nice, and kind and loving and a really great father for ds, and I know I could do a lot worse, so what is wrong with me?