concerns my partner... not really a question either I guess... I am also 34 weeks pregnant at the moment (yes we got pregnant really quickly)
So, we’ve been together a year on the 13th of this month, it honestly feels more like 20 years in a good way.
I am also not a person who checks his phone every chance I get. In the last year I’ve looked into his phone a total of 3 times. Mainly because I’m up early and on my phone in bed and if my internet isn’t working on my phone I check if his is working.. first time I unlocked his phone (there’s no code or anything) it opened into an app that stores downloaded stuff on a cloud, it had porn videos on it and when I asked him about it he said it was because his old phone was still linked and his (single) father was using his old phone (we were living with him at the time).. the 2nd was after we had moved into his grandmothers spare room to help her out and it opened to one of those porn ad pages, fine that can happen, does to me sometimes so both times I didn’t think much of it as it had a reasonable explanation... the 3rd time was this morning, when I opened chrome and it opened on a legit well known porn site (that as far as I know of doesn’t have popup ads) with a video that had a replay logo on it... we’ve talked about porn a few times and he always says it’s not something he’s interested in watching...
well I don’t know anymore, I don’t know if I’m hurt because he lied about it and what else does he lie about then, or the porn thing itself... I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to feel...