Married but love my ex husband

[Darkly13]

Hi I am married but I am still in love with my ex husband!! I was married to my ex husband for 10 years, I’m remarried now 2 years in but I am still in love with my first husband! And it’s killing me inside.. I don’t know what to do 🥺

How old are you?

I wonder if its nostalgia rather than love.

Nostalgia would be playing a big part here. Even if she could get her ex to get back together, then once the nostalgia goggles are off she'd remember why she broke up with him in the first place.

I'd think on before you do anything drastic OP. Sometimes it's a case of 'The grass is greener on the other side'.
Could you be romanticising the past with your ex-husband?

To ho through a divorce you must have been pretty sure you no longer loved him enough to be with him. It's not like you were dating and ended it. A divorce isn't that easy so at any time you could have decided to put a stop to it and try again. Not only did you go through a divorce, you met and married someone else. I don't think either of the men are the right men tbh

How long after your divorce did you meet your new DH?

I believe you are in love with what could have been and not with what actually was. He moved away, he wasn't that bothered. I wouldn't go running back. Perhaps some counseling could help?

What are you going to do if you leave your second husband? And if by any chance, you get back with your first husband,how are you going to process all the thoughts about you second husband then.

You don't sound too stable in your thought process regarding marriage, and you may end up going round in circles all the time. Maybe it's best to tell your now husband the bad news,and see how he reacts,it's only fair that he should know about your strong love for your ex,and not the love for him.