sick of life now, i used to be the friend that told friends not to stand for bullshit when it comes to their partners, now i'm the one standing for it and have no friends to say otherwise.
I know i have to leave but no one understands the position i'm in, i feel like it wont happen until someone other than me takes action and drags him away from me or vice versa.
He is manipulating me, controlling, and paranoid.
I cant do anything alone, i cant leave because he will kill himself and i know that's a way of controlling me and i wouldn't listen if i didn't think it was true but i know 100% that he really will so what the hell can i do?
He has his first anger management therapy this week so i am going with him but i am at my wits end i'm making myself poorly worrying about him but i'm too much of a caring person to just not give a shit.
I don't really know the point of this post to be honest because i'm sick of repeating myself i wish i could do something about it i'm sorry i think i just like to be reminded that its not my fault and there's light at the end of the tunnel... Does anger management really make a difference to someone like him?