My bf that I have a baby with but don't live with keeps me at arms length. We are both divorced and my ex was abusive. After going through court my bf started demanding to be involved, but for me there are parts that I could not tell him about as there was sexual abuse also. He then told me he did not beleive me and abanded me. Later we got back together, in person we kiss, hug and have sex but he won't do small things like put x at end of messages because he said his keeping me at arms length as he feels I'm not being honest with him. I can't begin to explain how much this hurts as it was so hard to tell him about any of the abuse I went through. But I feel in person we are intermate and he knows how much it hurts that he refuses to put a simple x at an end of a message when we did before. It feels a little emotionally muliputive if I'm honest. Also I always get the end of his arguments with his ex wife as well as I hardly get any help but he runs around to his ex wife's at a drop of a hat. I have always been kind and supportive but somehow it gets turned into something negative and he tells me I'm just unawaearcof how I come across. He constantly abandonends me when ever it suits him and that hurts when we have a baby together only 6 months old. I feel I get really low with this keeping me at arms length all the time and I feel very lonely. What would you do?