So my partner moved out 2/3 weeks ago. We're still together, he works a lot so don't speak much during the day but are on the phone during the night, usually doing our own thing not necessarily speaking. A couple days ago we broke up because of the constant arguments and he said he had started to hate me. Yesterday I called him and literally begged him to move back in with me. The anxiety and intrusive thoughts were EXCRUCIATING. (I go counselling, am just starting to take medication again) we got back together he agreed to stay twice a week instead of one but he's not ready to move back in and I'm struggling a lot. I feel like I'm failing at EVERYTHING. I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm still taking care of my child and she never goes without but my cleaning (house and self) , going out, other relationships is falling to shreds. I'm so depressed and my OCD is playing up and my intrusive thoughts are horrendous. I'm literally desperate for change.