My boyfriend and I were together for 5 months but knew each other for well over a year. He’s been a good to me, we planned things for our future together. We’ve had bumps in the road but progressed. I was in an accident almost 3 months ago, and was in the hospital for almost 2 months for spinal damage. Prior to the accident my boyfriend and sister I had a breakup over the most silliest thing, and we even both owned up to our fault in the manner but backed off.
After being released from the hospital I ended up back days later and during this time found out I would need surgery. Long story short, I was wrongfully prescribed 2 antidepressants by my neurologist, who instead shouldve given mild painkillers. Those who know me, know that I’m fiery, but levelheaded and playful. The day I came from the hospital, I took the meds unknowingly and from then on I was flipping out on everyone, and that’s not me. I came to my bf house flipping out, blew his phone up for days, til he broke up with me. It wasn’t just him, my best friend, sister, etc. Weeks later at my surgery prep, the surgeon caught on that I was confrontational and anxious so he questioned my meds. That’s when they figured out the med error and put me on an IV to dilute the meds and when I woke up i felt at ease, less anxious and myself again. But it clicked why I was so anxious, confrontational, not even sleeping, obsessive. Because of these meds, but now my bf wants nothing to do with me. He said he never wanted to speak again and I said so much bs to him, but how do I genuinely apologize and explain to him what happened after him saying he’s done?