I am currently 34 weeks, and my child's father looked me in the eyes last week and told me that he never loved me, and doesn't feel anything for me. And he only was with me so he can see his son everyday. He left the house, took his daughter to go spend the night over his ex wife house. I was so devastated. We also have a one year old together as well. I feel so devastated. Then I found out he was cheating on me days before. What confuses me is that I tried to break up with him 4 times prior. I even left. He would cry and beg for me to come back. Saying that he loves me, hes not with me because of the babies, but because he actually wants to spend the rest of his life with me. And how he will get better. I took him seriously and took him back like fool. And now he's saying he never meant any of those things he's said throughout our relationship. I feel like I was living a huge lie. Now I have to uproot my life and move back in with my parents and figure out where I'm going to live with 3 kids. Had I stayed gone 6 months ago, I could have been in my own place with my babies. I'm just hurt he would string me along and waste my time knowing he didn't feel anything for me. Why are you begging and pleading for me to stay with you when you never loved me, but all of a sudden now you want to wait until I'm close to delivery. I've never felt so betrayed in my life. And what confuses me is that i tried to set him free numerous of times in the past. I never trapped him and I told him numerous of times I wouldnt keep his son away from him and he knows it. I don't understand why he felt the need to have me living a lie. Smh I'm more lost than hurt if anything.