So as not to drip feed. Found out I was pregnant three weeks ago. Had bleeding, ended with blighted ovum. Had a D & C on Friday. Discharged on Saturday.
I just feel so angry with my partner. He has Aspergers as well which doesn't help. He's just behaving as if nothing happened. I keep going between being heart broken but also feeling nothing.
I was on prescription painkillers before I found out. I'm now off these for the first time in years. I know it's nothing I did but I do feel empty. Part of me is relieved that there was never really anything there. It is a bit of comfort.
I just feel conflicted. I don't want sympathy or head tilts yet I don't want it to be forgotten. I'm just so very tired.
He's doing everything he can, getting me drinks, cooking but I don't feel he's emotionally there.