Really shit year. Separated over a year from husband. He has been so emotional abusive all year and is on his second girlfriend. Yet i know I would have so much guilt even at the thought of meeting someone else as I feel because we are still officially married and it wld still feel like cheating.. I have becomes friendly with a man I work with and he has asked me out but I can't stop myself from feeling guilty so just made an excuse and declined. However I'm sitting here on a Saturday nite feeling so lonely and sad and regret not accepting invite...I have 2 kids and he has said he will not mind kids overnight so I can go out or have any sort of a life Just another controlling tactic.. but am so fed up of it all..,has anyone felt the same? Tia