So I haven't been dating for a while, and I've decided to start again. I went online and started chatting to a few guys. One guy I am meeting on Friday, he seems very nice and sweet.
Also another guy that I met ages ago who kinda messed me around got in contact and asked me to meet up. I haven't said yes or no but I feel like I'm more interested in this trouble maker guy than I am in the nice guy.
So I went through this "going for bad boys" thing for years a long time ago, but I met a really lovely guy who I was madly in love with but unfortunately it didn't work out.
I'm wondering if I'm kinda leaning towards the not so nice guy because I'm just plain crazy or because maybe I'm trying to avoid getting hurt 
Obviously I know I can and probably will get hurt with the not so nice guy but it doesn't hurt anywhere near as much as a nice guy hurting you.
Anyway just wondering if anyone else is like this? And if you know why? And also any good books that might deal with these type of issues I could read which might help me identify what I'm doing and hopefully stop it!!