Just on to vent as I'm feeling really crap. Been seeing a guy who was lovely to me, texted me daily, called me nice little nicknames but deep down I knew it didn't have legs...
He's a bit of a free spirit, used to getting up and setting off here there and everywhere with no ties, worked offshore at times and really not that compatible with my set-up (divorced, mum of 2, one still at home).
And, being honest he took me out of my comfort zone in many ways but I never really felt he was "beside me" iykwim. But it was early days... so I thought that might come. Didn't ask much about my wider life, didn't really compliment me much but his attention was so flattering.
Had the chat tonight as I'd felt increasingly like something didn'd addup and he admitted he wasn't really feeling it. Why string me along? I feel so stupid. It was only a couple of months so why do I feel so gutted?
In that time, three other people asked me out but I wasn't interested. I'm beginning to think I gravitate towards men who are unavailable/unrealistic for me. Why? Am I emotionally unavailable too?