NC just because I do occasionally.
I've been with DP for a little over two years and I love him so much but...
And that's it's, there's always a but.
I feel like I constantly want to pick at stuff and nag.
He doesn't wash up unless reminded several times.
We spend a lot of time together but so much is sat on phones or deciding what to watch on tv.
Sex is great but infrequent and quick.
He's a terrible communicator until I get really wound up/cross/upset.
Money is tight for both of us (neither of us are great with money anyway) but his always seems to disappear very quickly and so we can't do anything together unless I pay for both of us. He's happy not to really do anything and is always grateful if I insist and pay.
I could list more but he also has his good (great!) points.
He's smart and funny and kind and loves me a lot but...
I constantly second guess myself (due to low self esteem and previous relationship struggles) so I can't see clearly enough to know if I'm a) trying to self sabotage a decent relationship. b) clinging on to something that actually should've died a while ago. Or c) expecting perfection when I (we) just need to work at it