Ive realised I am THAT immature that the second a man not making me happy decides he agrees the relationship Is over, I lose all self confidence, cry my eyes out, mourn the relationship we had, put him on a pedestal and want to come back.
EVEN IF I they did I'd absolutely then say no. Is this normal?
Is it a price thing? A winning thing? They're horrible traits I don't want to have an excess of in me.
I would tell another woman in the situation to be relieved they are shot of him and take the freedom programme.
I'm taking the FP but still have this pang of sadness and I guess self belief (was I wrong, am I mad, will npbpdu else want, me?!) after he drummed all thst into my brain