Im 21w pregnant, my partner works away in the weeks and we only have two days together, I had made plans this weekend for us to go out for a date and he ended up needing more money and it put me over my budget for the week meaning we couldn't do what we wanted, which is fine because it's his money... but now he's argued, complained and made me feel worthless all day! I am so fed up of being the one who has to deal with EVERYTHING!
I'm the one who makes plans, I'm the one who pays the bills, I'm the one who cleans and cooks.. I have to deal with everything, last week when he was away I bought lots of essentials for the baby, I really enjoyed... but since he's been home all i've done is cry... he doesnt listen to me... I just tried explaining to him how I feel, and he's stormed upstairs and told me I ruin everything... he wants to drink every weekend which is fine, but tonight I asked him if we could have a chinese, munch and films and just spend time together and that's not good enough for him.
I feel so put on, I feel like everything is left to me... I have to deal with all our bills, buying for the baby, running the house, putting up with his tiredness and moodswings and other personal things in his life... we are supposed to be a team, but I honestly feel so alone when he's here.. I feel more support, love and care when he's in work and that makes me feel awful, how can I become this fun, outgoing person he needs? I dont want to be going to pubs or out on the weekend when everyone will be drinking! why would I want to be in that situation??
Please can someone give me some advice?!